I'm always worried about you. Every second, every minute. Especially when u are feeling down. I worry even more. I know u need time to calm yourself down. But I don't wish to see you hurting yourself with cigarette or even alcohol. U know how heart pain I was the other time when I simply just broke down and cried in front of Dawn and Keon? I know u promise me to tell me your problems starting from last few weeks, but u just give me empty promises. promise me not to drink or just drink a little, but it seems that all the promises u did was just nothing. I know u had been not feeling good lately, But i really hope u can open up yourself and let me understand you even more. But it seems that you are trying to cover your problems.
I feel so happy when i see u smile eveytime. It brings a smile on my face too. But when you are down, you made me worried, especially when u tell me you are going shisha or drinking with you friends. I'm alright with it. But everytime when u go drinking, u simply made yourself damn drunk, which made me damn worried. I know you are trying to numb yourself, but it's of no use, baby. U need to let it all out, then u will feel better. I have my own group of friends and you also have your own group of friends. But sometime I will be worried especially when u go out with some of them who don't look like decent guys or gals. That's why sometime I have to drag you home and i have to sent u home everytime.
I know sometime I'm too much and do invade your private time. Baby, I'm sorry. All I ask for is very simple. Let me know why you are sad or angry in future. I really want you to promise me this. No more empty promises alright? Don't make me worried again baby. ):
I hope to see you smile again. And that's all I asked for.